went orchard with niwen&aiying&weijie yesterday.
not to shop. but to do project okays.
we guai kia lehhs ;D
walk walk walk.
cant find any special job person
then changed the theme to food.
so.. yupps. went around the whole or orchard finding food to eat.
super funny.
ii ate icecream. which is lyk. not included in the project thing.
hahaha. but the ice cream was super nice.
aiying&weijie were lyk so tempted by it.
then want to buy but didn’t buy. hahaha.
so meaning.. ii ate two chocolate ice creams lehh ytd!

went little india after that.
felt lyk. weirddd. totally!
maybe cause didn’t go thr often enough =x
ate there toooo.
the food was lyk. spicy. uhhhh. HOT!
kept drinking and drinking. till the whole can of ice lemon tea finished. hahah
halfway dad called. ask me to reach home in lyk. 20 mins.
but its lyk. totally impossible can. still need finish the food then walk then mrt.
still say what
if don’t reach home in 20 mins then lock the door
so = ii no need go home. lolls.
but tt aiying&niwen still continued eating & writing comments.
then ii was lyk. aye. faster eat lehh.
until lyk. Idk wht time. but ii know cfm past my curfew.
we were still eating. in the end also nvr finish some more. lolls.

walked & mrt-ed home at the end lorhhs.
then whn ii reach home it was lyk. 8+ ald. so past the curfew.
try open door. locked. buaysai.
then went down playground call nelsonbaby & ruiqinjie lorhs.
but of them. want me go here. want me go thr =x
in the end decided to go jie’s house.
then in the end didn’t again.
cause halfway in the bus. mum called and ask me go back ._.

emo-ed on the way home. hah.
reached home. quarreled with dad ._.
so much just happened yesterday.
so much that it had hurt me more than before.
it personally came out of his mouth that he didn’t have any trust in me anymore
totally no trust.
does he even treat me as his own flesh and blood then?
it just seemed lyk history was repeating itself.
just by different people, at different time.
ii once promised myself not to cry again.
but ii broke it once again. it cant be helped. maybe.
they made me seem as if ii was just some useless trash.
some orphan that they had picked up from the roadside.
which explains all the sufferings ii had gone through ;
all the tears that flowed down.
am ii just some trouble?
what does my existance even mean to them?
why did ii even come into this world then?
to suffer all the endless sufferings planned?
to think that im just some unwanted person?
maybe. who knows. who would even bother at this point of time.
no one bothers. its totally useless at this point of time.
nvrminds. shall not mention anymore about it.
ltr jie & nelson & whoever come counsel me again x.x
but anyways. thanks to those who was there with me.
nelsonbaby & ruiqinjie. yepps.
it seriously seems better after sleeping. hah.

this morning then did ii find out
they quarreled over me.
am ii worth for you two to quarrel over?
ii don’t really think so lehh.
why make your relationship slide downhill cause of me?
don’t bother trying to help me. its useless.
he doesnt even give a damn about me.

anyways. went niwen’s house to do the project again.
crapped thr. but still managed to do some parts of the project.
but but. still need go back do & send here send thr again luhhs.
ii don’t really mind though. hah.
saw jiayi[m]&anthony&junan on the way back.
as in at amk hub. lolls. called out to them. then they notice me
wht kind of friend sia =x
bought some things. then went back.

but now not at home lo.
just finished tuition a while ago.
still at cous hse waiting for stupid korkor to finish tuition.
hahaha.
go talk to nelson lerhs. byes babes.

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