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Saturday, December 13, 2008

10:57 PM

111208

im screwing up my own life, fuck. what exactly am i doing seh, i also dont know _l_
choir-ed early in th morning again, nothing unusual.
wanted t drink my root beer during lecture. opened and poof. too much gas.
th drink spilled on th vch carpet lah please. zzz. spilled on my bag, handphone & leg too
idk which ass kicked down my bottle while walking. bet they're pajiao. fucker.
ran out of hall, too kan chiong. guess many people looked. but who bothers.
first thing i heard whn i ran out of hall was about him again, zzz. pekcek seh.
shouted ccb, i dont know why. see. i screwed up everything.
pon-ed second half of choir w sister again. ate our lunch at smoking area.
mrt-ed down t ps aft tht. pei sister eat her fries. laughs. i love you, and you know why (:
mrt-ed home aft tht t sleep, too tired. lmao. went compass t have dinner & saw ex-tutor.

121208

baby spent his whole night slacking at my house void deck alone last night
just t accompany me t raffles mrt this morning, bwahas.
think my choir mate tht saw us thought tht he's my stead. whoaaaa, lmao
choir-ed as usual, gah. keep giving him cold shoulder & shunning from him, idk why.
screwing up totally, fuckkkkk. we seem like strangers tht were once friends but not anymore ):
didnt go for extra lectures after training. was optional. thn mrt-ed down t sister's house aft tht.
mother came too. cooked magi mee & watched th perfect man at th same time.
im in love w th song, but idk th song title. lmao. skip details, depressing.
mrt-ed home after tht. talked t gan laogong on th phone. thnks for being my listening ear (:

131208

closing gala concert today. finally after two whole weeks of workshops & lectures :o
got even more depressed today. will miss all th times during th training & th people i met thr. screwed up joiku. didnt know need t memorize th score & didnt know any of those actions.
th eugene rogers must have added it in while sister & i pon-ed choir lah! :/ court shoes
got my skin peeled off again, shitz. super pain.
oh, left phone w him cause couldnt trust th terace :/ but in th end idk who he pass my phone t ._.
so fucking depressing lah kayyyy. thought he could be trusted. in th end.. gah!
helped sister take number again :D cause she got influenced by me tht he was cute, lmao
bus-ed down t dhobby ghaut aft tht w sister. dragged sister into this fashion, hahah.
at first say see see only, in th end bought top w sister. lol.
went for dinner aft tht. chicken was hotttttttttttt >( 'washed' it w th miso soup, laughs.
took neo at arcade aft tht. nice kays sister edit d (: & 3$ nia, cheap cheap. lol.
ddr-ed too. sister pwnz me. lol. i first timer leys. mrt-ed & reached home ard 9.05.
kena nagged. say wht. if i like tht again kena ban from going out. wht fuck :o

im pratically screwing up my life days after days. i dont know wtf im doing, srs
quarreling over small things & giving a cold shoulder t someone who sister thought was innocent
pffft. shall not say more, make me more depressed only.
but thanks to all those people who lent me a listening ear, much appreciated ♥

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